||[Dec. 1st, 2005|01:10 am]
A Big Ball of Friggin Awesome
It's funny how we only want to dwell on the bad things that pop up in our heads and bother us. For all intents and purposes, I could post about how my project is done and that I'm excited for this weekend and the fact that my first semester is nearly over and I can come home for over a month.
But, that's not usually why we write here. Not me, at least. For whatever reason if I have spare time, I'll find reasons to speculate and play the devil's advocate in my social life, with emotions, etc.
I guess all I really want to say is, let me know that everything matters.
Nobody will know what the fuck I'm talking about, but in a way, just having something tangible that expresses exactly what I want and at the same time, nobody can understand, is amazingly gratifying.
And everything will be okay.